Enjoying the process...

Whenever I am in a process of thinking, I always try to feel that process and enjoy it instead of enjoying result of that process. Always I do feel that the journey towards any goal is more beautiful than that goal. Its like a poem which is beautifully unfolding the memories of mine in the form of words...words are building a long bridge from the unknown start to unknown end. But walking on that bridge from the start seems endless for me because I dont want to end up the process...I do feel that it should continue. The fountain of thoughts is having many glorious colours constructing a new way of meaning over that bridge so I can walk on it with delicate dreams and can have a hope to complete them before ending my own life. I do experience always that so many innovative thoughts are taking place in my mind with various frequencies. The higher frquency forms the words on paper and I do feel hapy after that because that highest frequency got a chance to express itself. Others are in a waiting list but still I enjoy it also because it keeps me in a unstable cstate of mind which creates many creations afterwards. It never makes me empty...not at all...I do fear of emptyness. I think all are....SO now I am thinking of how can I manage all frequencies which leads me to a beautiful journey of which I dont know the start and dont know the end...the process is endless maybe...

sometimes i feel that we are becoming insensible,because of post modernism. i start this blog in such a negative way, because our approach towards most of the things becoming negative and having lots of complaints. i am talking about the back generation's view about our generation. yes, we are entering in the post modernism period so speedily from the modernism period. we are becoming materialistic and we call it "practicle". we are becoming the part of celebration culture and we call it extremity of emotions. we are expressing ourselves in the dramatic way that means the depiction of naturalistic expression in a dramatic way. and we call it realistic. we are facing lots of artificial stresses and we call it depression. Depression, frustration leads to suicides, crimes and loss of sensibility. we can not feel about some serious issues happenning in our society due to our self-centredness. we are ready to compramise but with negative attitudes. Being a Journalist I have to be a sensible, natural, factual expressive, practicle in true sense and should be far from materialism.Here I have lots of examples that media where we are going to work in future highlights the glamarous shades of any issue whether they are really glamorous or not. Media highlights the outlook of many issues but they are not interested in the core part of it.
Are we reallly going to work in such a field or we are going to change it...?
mee majha-post modernism, me konacha-modernism, me nahee majha-tradition...now we have to decide in which period we are going to live.....because we are shaping the world now....